Over the last few years despite having a heart for the Lord I had been in the valley. The devil had me right where he wanted me. I was broken and bound with so much I had packed on over the years due to past hurts. No matter what I did I just couldn't get back to that intimate place I was with God. Little did I know He was about to set me free from all the things that had been keeping me held back. Friday night He allowed me to have such an encounter with Him that it has completely changed my life. Over the last month to two months the Lord has put new people in my life that have such a heart for Him and those who just hunger for more of Him and who want to help build His kingdom. I was led to the Jesus House for the Boiler Room prayer meeting for upcoming revival crusades. It was there that the Lord delivered me and pulled me out of the pit. Obedient prayer warriors had prayed over me. Yes I was and am a Christian.
Jesus had chosen me when I was a teenager when I received my salvation in my bedroom at home. I am now 35 yo. I have always loved my Lord and Savior. He has never left my side. But even as a child of God the world will consume you if you let it. The devil will devour you, distract you, detour you, and try to destroy you if you let him. But God My God is a deliverer and a God of restoration and healing. He shown me a vision and He allowed me to see Him in the midst of them praying over me. It was the most beautiful perfect peace I had ever felt. In the vision I was a little girl dressed in a ballerina dress. Jesus had me by the hand and He twirled me around and around and He would smile and I would show Him a flower that I had picked. He would smell it as I lifted it up to show it to Him. We were in a beautiful field with tall grass and a cut pathway. I would show Him the birds that flew by and as I saw them He brought back to me the memory of the recent blue birds and cardinals I had seen not long ago and He told me He had sent them to me. He would twirl me around some more and we spent time together. There was no care in the world.. I felt so free and safe and so loved. He never said a word as in speaking with lips but it was like my spirit could hear what He was saying to me without physical words being used. We were connected and rooted together like as in anything I could feel or see or sense He felt it, could sense it, see it, and knew it and it was the same with Him. He told me that He loved me and was proud of me and He picked me up put me on His shoulders and I would lift my hands up laughing and smiling and I was so full of joy but I knew He could feel my joy because His joy was my joy and my joy was His. Before the vision ended it shifted and I was grown now but He had dressed me in a beautiful white wedding gown with a veil. I was smiling and so excited. I felt so loved almost to the point I could burst because I could hardly contain it. He was at the top of these steps and He reached His hand out to mine and I reached up to grab His and He told me He was restoring to me the years that the locusts had eaten. He said some other things that are too personal to share yet but He told me I had been set free. And that He loved me. Then the vision ended. The walls had come crumbling down when they got done praying over me. I have had a hard time loving on others and sharing more of who God is to those around me because the devil had me bound. As I write this my heart has been healed, He has restored to me things I had lost spiritually and He's still doing it and will continue to restore even physically because He told me He would. As heartbreaking as it sounds when your own children look at you and say mama what happened to you? Did something happen because you seem different. Why are you in such a good mood and all you can muster up to say it was because of Jesus. But God. He is so so good and He loves us with an everlasting love. A love that cannot be contained. And He just wants to give it so freely. I pray that He will continue to pour on into me so I can pour it on out to all of you because He loves you so deeply so much so that He gave His life for you and I. I don't share this in hopes to gain any attention or for show but to give God all the glory and because the Lord wants people who are so broken, lost, and even those who are already currently His who may think they have it all together but are walking around in the wilderness. He sees your heart, He knows your pain, He wants to heal you both spiritually and physically. Let Him. Give it to Him. He wants to take it from you. All your burdens at His feet What He did for me He can do the same for you! Get ready because revival is coming. He is getting ready to pour out like never before and I now know without any doubts that He is wanting to send me out to work the harvest He has given me a new zeal, and a new passion to reach the lost like never before. Some exciting things are coming and am blessed that He is letting me be apart of it and so can you!! I Love you all He is doing a new thing #thetimeisnow#SetApartAndChosen#ForSuchATimeAsThis#besetapart
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